Yesterday I found out I was pregnant with #3 (I'm am very early). Almost no one knows since I'm not one to announce this type of thing until 12 weeks. I must admit I'm more nervous then I thought I would be. Actually I initially freaked out! Why? I'm not so sure. After all I've done this before. I know what to expect. I think what scared me is that it may all be too much. Being a great mom is at the very top of my priority list. I want to make sure I give each one of my kiddos 100% so I was (am) nervous that #3 will spread me so thin I wouldn't be able to. After all, I've often heard that the third baby often throws everything off balance.

Then last night I sat watching my two beautiful boys playing together. I thought "how lucky I am for a chance to add to my little family". I think it will be lovely to be a family of five.

On another note...how great is this maternity outfit. It is definitely on my list of must haves!!!

picture via http://www.bellydancematernity.com/

Ok, so I never mentioned how terribly wrong my budget idea went! Today I will admit it went really really really bad! I walked the line for a few days and then full blown spending sprees. I often think what could possibly be wrong with me that I can't seem to get by without shopping. But the truth is I really really love it. Does that make me a bad person? Is it bad to enjoy pretty new things. I don't think so... but the truth is I really do need to tone it down a bit. So today I'm going to rethink my plan to save. Obviously, going on a strict budget is not the key for me but really there must be a way. Don't you think?